[2003]
I wish one day to tell my son I didn’t waste my life.
I have been able to deal with my tasks and my responsibility.
I was a bit stressed but it the end it worked out really well.
I know seems strange to say now, but I love you.
And the people in your life, too.
You know, it’s always hard to define right and wrong,
When you are squeezed between two parts.
Someone’s pushing, someone’s pulling,
And you got kind of a stuck in the middle.
I wish to have had the courage to say no.
And the lightness to say yes.
I wish to have done a good job,
And to have lived a good life.
I was able to hurt, and get hurt.
I passed my adult life running, chasing something that wasn’t there.
My childhood, chasing my adultness.
I was part of the producing part of society.
I’ve done important things, opened up new ways of living.
It was pretty important.
Then I run away, and I heard someone’s saying
“But the sky looked the same”.
I wish to tell him I’m happy with what I have.
It will never be like that.
